What a day...

Started my day dengan Syabil yang refused to go to school, dah 2 days he claimed sakit perut la, sakit kaki la, ngantuk la dan last sekali when I asked about what happen at school, leh die kata cikgu cubit dan marah die.. heh, geram betul mummy die tau.... not geram to the teacher, but with him la.. knowing his teacher, I dont think that she will do that to him.. I always ask his progress from his teacher and the feedback was... ooo Syabil ni suka berangan, kena tegas sikit ngan die... ermmm.. seperti yang dijangka la kan.. Takpe la, he just 5 years old kan.. at least not so bad up to today. But the truth is die malas nak mandi early in the morning sebab takut sejuk.. adui la... I got this sebab lepas je mandi dan pakai baju, weh semangat gile nak gi sekolah.. ermmm... sabor kan je la kan.

Well, I received comment from Hotmama yang kata I asyik moody je lately ni.. and just realized, ye la kan... mcm mana ko boleh cakap camtu yer Sue.. tapi betul la pulak bila difikirkan balik.. I felt that ada je yang tak kena.. and my temper just out of control, kalau ada hal sikit je pun.. always make me upset dan tarik muka lapan belas. Seriously I dont know what happen to me. Pregnant???.. confirm tak ok.. Maybe hormon tak stabil kot.. hahahaha.. ada ke. Diharapkan daddy diorang boleh bersabar la kan. I'll try my best to be what I am suppose to be. Or maybe I'm thinking to much. Banyak benda yang merunsingkan kepala kan..

And now, I got one more problem pasal Syabil... its very hard now to fetch Syabil from his untie's house, kan die tengah syok giler main.. betul2 mencabar kesabaran mak die tau.. die punya nangis tak nak balik tuh sampai macam orang pukul2 die tau.. then hubby kata, maybe you should control your temper. Try to be nicest as you can with him.. hello... bile masa la yang I ni marah budak tu ok.. macam biasa je ajak dia balik... And dah 2 kali, daddy sendiri yang kena jemput baru dia nak balik.. satu keje lak kan.. dah gi sana die tak nak balik, then have to call daddy plak datang.. hopefully this week, perangai dia ok balik la. Ponin dah tau..

Syasya macam biasa la.. ngan mummy mesti la die ngada2 sikit.. want my attention, full attention sampai nak masak pun die nak ikut.. siap nak suruh dukung sekali. Nasib baik la badan kecik je. Maybe die boring gak.. normally she got Syabil to play with, but now have to play alone, mana leh tahan kan, mula la merapu nak itu ini. And masa hantar abang pergi sekolah die pun quickly open her shoes as well nak masuk sekolah ngan abang. Then nangis bile tak dapat ikut. Sabar ye sayang, will come your turn nanti.


Ape pun mummy and daddy love both of you very very much. We will try to give the best that we can. Muahhh...