Weekend...

My weekend wasn't a good one.... working on Saturday make me felt even worse.... Ya Allah, beri la daku lebih kesabaran sampai dapat kerja lain which is I don't have to work on Saturday.... not to work is not the right option for me at this time being... in future perhaps I have that option.... :-).

Not to mention about my kids behavior.... emm... syasya was quite good.... but still don't let me away from her eyes.... if tak nampak.. aiyoo... crying like hell... hehe.... even her daddy pun akan mengalah sometime... what to do... she just a little baby..... that's the only thing she can do to get my attention... syabil lak.. active sangat.. all he know are play, play, play and play... tu je.... letih je order 1 bottle of his milk..... yg tak laratnya asyik nak mintak main kat luar je..... if not i don't to let him play out side... but I'm not trust him playing alone outside.... he's very creative and we cannot expect what he can do.... i can't watch out for him every single second cause I've a lot thing need to do..

Now, I'm alone taking care of them.... the daddy already off to work... harar2nya every thing will be fine and under control.... and really hope that we can sleep early tonite... bukan pe.. esok nak kena bangun awal sebab kena hantar both of them.....

I hate actually every time hubby dearest kena keja malam like this..... i feel lonely sangat2.... tak tahu la kenapa... walaupun if he's around, he's not banyak cakap type tapi maybe i felt save kot... when he's off to work like this... memang I terasa sangat... walau bising macam mana pun budak2 ni dan on loud tv still I rasa sunyi..... daddy, I miss U.... I wish U can hear that....

Ok, need to go now, syasya already started crying.....